the Fantasy

Prom. It was great. (it was last night)

Like seriously a super great time. I'm even going to post some pictures of me and you guys' first look at emily :D

Anyways it was great but I don't feel like detailing right now. Ask me about it I'll tell you later.


Pictures:

(Just me)



(both of us [Emily on the left])


(both again[Emily on the left again too])

Where is My Mind.

I got a Cell phone! So now you can do all the texting and all the other stuff at me you want!

My number is 970-270-5996

So that is swell you should hook me up with your number's cuz I had a tendancy to lose them!


I watched Donnie Darko this week . . .twice (don't ask)

I really like that movie.

A Lot!


:)

Conversations

I think I have figured out what it all is. . . .

(I know I know I babble on here a lot and I apologize, someday I will have interesting things to write for you to read)


Since coming to Colorado I haven't really had a chance to actually talk to anyone. Like no deep conversations or soul-bearing whatevers.

I think it is building up.

I think that is what is causing all of my problemos lately.

Which is great, that I know and all, but now I just don't have anyone that I can actuallyt do that with.


No one here fits the bill, everyone here is biased against me.

Like if I had a small problem with someone there is no one to empathize with me, they would all take the side of the person and go all defensive and It just wouldn't be good. . .




I need a therapist.




^----That is me about to explode . . .

Well Enough Alone

Ugh. Lately sucks.

About a week and a half ago I had a Doctors appointment.


Apparently I am becoming am insomniac. (past month or som I get an average of 2-6 hours of sleep per night) And I guess that isn't enough. So now I am on a low dosage of benedryl, and a bunch of other stupid crap.


But that has been ok for the past week or so.


Now I am jsut really really really anxious, like . . .REALLY anxious.


Every stupid thing has been making me worry and panic. And I have no good reason for it!!!!




Sigh. I can't ride my bike for a couple days, cuz it is in the shop getting tuned up. So i don't even have that relief for a bit. (ps I'll post pictures at the botom)

So I think I am done venting, any suggestions/ advice I'd be more than welcome to listen.



Yay For Biking!